hey. i m still nt slpin.. -.- aniwae.. went for dance pfm ytd... for 1 hr.. -.- ended @ 9.15 bt i reach hm @ 11!!! -.- saded lahx... my 仙剑奇侠传 gone liaox.. sob sob.. i wan buy da vcds!!!! muz quarrel w my mama.. haix.. i wan watch... my 仙剑奇侠传... my 唐于小宝... haix....

aniwae.. da dance arhx.. dunno how to describe leix.. juz dat dey point their toes!!! lolx.. i tink it is v. hard to kip pointin ur toes leix... =P can c y our dance isl yk dat... coz dat's how danny tan cheoreograph [how to spell?] de... turnin.. da feel is da same lorx... =) duno is gd or nt... coz gt 特色 bt den is da same... hmmm.. dunno lahx.. 2nd one started nt noe-ing wat dey do.. bt i lyk da 2nd dance most... guess coz it is livelier? 3rd one a bit too long.. bt den it is rich w culture... aniwae.. diz is juz wat a new [?] dancer thot of it lahx... someone hu may b abit dunno how to appreciate art.. tho i m in pfmg arts for sooooooooo long...

aniwae.. really found similarities b/w my co conductor n dance instructor... v. determined.. v. discipline... set v. high hopes for us... n we can actually do it.. i dunno how nice our dance will b.. bt i noe i will definitely lyk it... he will prove to us we can do it... sth dat i really respect him for... both gave mi da same feeling lahx... =)

aniwae.. a lot in my mind... dat's y i m online.. to put everytin here so i can slp ezly.. w an empty mind.. cldnt slp ezly diz few days.. haf been tinkin a lot... been imagine a lot... -.- so tired of it.. tired of myself... haix...

i dun get it y 妹妹 cannt scold 姐姐? if 姐姐 did sth wrong.. 妹妹 haf da right to sae she's wrong rite? dun understand y my elder sis alwaes lyk to sae mi y i sae her.. -.- lyk juz now my 二姐 was complainin my 大姐 wash face v. slow.. den i sae 半斤八两... den my 二姐 sae 好过你啦，连脸都不洗.. do all 姐姐 r lyk dat? refuse to admit their wrongs? i really dun get diz.. coz i m a 妹妹 alwaes... so alr 习惯 kana scolded by dem le.. will juz okiex okiex all da way.. nth happen wat... bt y 妹妹 cant scold 姐姐? argh.. stupid sister...

i duno if my life is 可悲 anot.. wen nobody woo mi bfore... izzit v. 可悲? i really dunno.... mayb till now.. i still dun really care if i m 'wanted' anot... @ times mayb i will b concern.. bt i still cannt imagine myself worryin dat nobody want mi tho dat's a bit fact lahx... a bit too girlish for mi... lolx.. izzit weird for a girl sae it is too girlish for her? i guess i were brought up in da boyish way.. haf boyish manners.. w/o losin wat gals shld behave.. it is amazin how my parents brought mi up...

bt dat's sth i dun understand.. y i cry so ezly? i watch tv, read story bk, even read comic.. i can cry... my mama sorta scold mi i will cry le if i tink i m nt in wrong... felt v. 委屈... den i will tear le... i find it bit funny for someone hu hardly haf ani expressions on her face to b able to cry so ez tho my sis sae i can act in drama [?!] coz my expressions v. big.. -.- 2 faces bahx.. dat's y... bt den i still lyk my ability to cry.. i find it really gd to cry wen i m sad... my only [?] way to relieve all da sad tings.. act i will eat too.. bt den dat's fattenin.. so i dun eat so much liaox...

dere is alwaes sth i will hold in my heart n nv sae it out... still da same old 2 tings... luckily dere's no more... =)

i nv dare to say out ani secrets.. xpecially wen u r w a big grp of frenz.. i tend to b v. suspicious.. i noe if i told A, hu n hu will noe eventually.. if i told B, den hu n hu will noe.. so ended up i haf nobody to tell.. so i rather shut my mouth up.. u may sae i v. insecure.. v. 疑神疑鬼.. bt i myself did sth v. v. bad.. so i noe wat frenz can b... mayb a bit 自作孽.. so now sufferin my retribution... now actually no secrets to haf.. coz nth happen mahx... can haf wat secret?

i m enjoyin da silence...

bfore block test.. i MIA for block test..
aft block test.. i MIA so to rest bfore da real race cum.. -.-

so i m a bit MIA now...

too tired le.. nid go slp le.. tata`